Notes
The Internet is all “Check out the Whimsigoth aesthetic!” and y’all, a better name for it would be dELiA*s-core.
Currently reading: The Dead Zone by Stephen King ๐
๐ Read โLostโ Fans Gave Me a Safe Place on the Internet. Is Such Fandom Possible Now? (Catapult) by Anna Myers
๐ Read Violence Made Me Feel Like Iโd Left My Body. Physical Theater Helped Me Return by Lindsey Trout Hughes ๐ญ
Finished reading: Carrie by Stephen King ๐
I don’t recall the last time I read a book inside of 24 hours.
Me: I don’t know what to do! Should I spend the next 45 minutes reading CARRIE or playing METROID?
W: I like the 80s, too.
Posted on my birthday in 2018:
Yesterday I found out that my thyroid is out of whack again. Iโm trying to remember everything I learned before, not just about how to heal, but also how to cope.
plus รงa change…
๐๐ Read On Writing with Chronic Migraines (Catapult) by Yuvi Zalkow.
I really appreciate Zalkow’s metaphors for pain and tiered system for deciding what work to do. This may inspire me to create my own spreadsheet of task levels.
๐ Read Black Women in Fantasy Saved Me Where Academia Failed (Catapult by Ravynn K. Stringfield.
I always love reading what Dr. Stringfield has to say. This is, in a way, a scholar’s origin story, and I love it.
๐ Read Video Games Are for EveryoneโAnd That Should Include Disabled People (Catapult) by Allyssa Capri.
Great discussion of where the gaming landscape is with respect to accessibility, plus resources for disabled gamers, and it ends on a positive note.
I keep asking myself, “When will I not be too tired for x?” and it turns out my thyroid hormone levels are suboptimal so now that we’re upping one of my meds doses I really hope the answer is “In about 6-8 weeks.”
The past few years, I’ve written a blog post on my birthday about who I want to be that year. My birthday’s in 2 days & as I look back at the past year, I’m too exhausted to come up with new thoughts on who I want to be. I’m going to let last year’s stand.
Most of the time the answer to not having enough storage is to get rid of stuff, but with books, I tend to feel the answer is more bookshelves.
Y’all, check out this picture of Gene Roddenberry cosplaying as a Romulan commander from Balance of Terror from Cinefantastique #20 that I found on the fanlore.org cosplay page. ๐๐๐ป

Me, pitching future research clients: So in this scenario, see, you’re Buffy, and you know there’s fork guy and he’s scared of the substitute teacher but you don’t know what it all means, and I’m Giles and I’m going to use books and stuff to make sense of fork guy for you. ๐ฑโโ๏ธ
I found a picture of myself on Tumblr. Dropping all other descriptors of myself in favor of “Data in an oversized cardigan.” ๐๐ป

I’m workshopping a new professional tagline because I want to emphasize that I’m a qualitative researcher. First draft: “I use stories to answer questions.” I’m open to feedback.
On Kimbertide Day 4, I enjoyed an ice cream sandwich. For day 5, I’m playing Metroid: Zero Mission. ๐ฎ
๐ฑโโ๏ธI had a dream last night that Giles a) was real b) was still in his 40s and most importantly, c) owned a really beautiful indie bookstore. I wanted to hang out there a lot. It was in this really beautiful little city center shopping district area. Later in the dream, I discovered the whole district - the whole town, really - was embedded in a Disney resort. And I had to decide if I still loved it now that I knew it wasn’t actually indie.
Finished Stranger Things 4 and I love it so much and also will somebody just play D&D with Will already, yeesh. ๐บ
Editor Jordan Pavlin says historical fiction “has a unique ability to elicit deep compassion and empathy,” and I can’t help but wonder if that isn’t the precise reason the people leading the call for book bans want these books gone. ๐