Weeks ago now my kid told me, “You don’t need to be a doctor. You’re already somebody special.” Carrying that energy in my heart always.

Can I be in the book fandom? Like, I’m a fan of books as a medium and as aesthetic objects?

Finished reading: Ruin and Rising by Leigh Bardugo πŸ“š

Exhausted from reviewing my dissertation slides with W (and applying for a job and doing a makeup test and parenting). Off to Ravka for the next 45 min, see you later.

Finished reading: You’re Not Fooling Anyone When You Take Your Laptop to a Coffee Shop: Scalzi on Writing by John Scalzi πŸ“š

Finished my defense slides and I’m so tired. πŸ“

Me: Why am I so obsessed with identity construction?

The little Chani Nicholas my head: Because your Sun & Ascendant are both in Cancer in the 1st house.

Me: But whyyyyyy?

Fellow academics, do you have a writerly identity? I told my artist BFF my 1st diss draft was garbage & she said “Lol so writing like art has garbage stages” & I thought “But my diss isn’t, like, WRITING writing.” Pretty silly way to think of my 50000-word creative work.