August 31, 2022
I slept for 9 hours instead of 10 last night (what a luxury, I know, believe me that I give up a lot of leisure time to sleep this much and I don’t like it) and my body is punishing me I guess by giving me brain fog.
A body should not require this much sleep.
But mine does.
Okay, Internet. What’s the best way to D&D remotely?
August 28, 2022
The Jiminy Cricket or Frog (of Frog and Toadl in my head: “If you do X, the whole week will go more smoothly.”
Me: “Nah, I’m gonna try and finish up Return of the Obra Dinn.”
August 27, 2022
Did not finish: A Little Life: A Novel by Hanya Yanagihara 📚
Beautifully written. After 400+ pgs of almost non-stop trauma, this book was actively making me unhappy so I set it aside. Definitely search around for content warnings before reading.
August 26, 2022
Working on the deck in summer always feels like working in a treehouse.
Picture of the view from my deck didn’t seem to actually end up attached to the post about working from the deck. Whoops!

August 25, 2022
Went to apply for passports for myself & M today and the passport person just wasn’t there, didn’t contact the people with appointments to reschedule or anything and I’m rather angry and frustrated because this is not a quick or easy process.
August 24, 2022
💬📚 “This was not what he thought acting would be, but what had he known about what acting would be?” - Hanya Yanagihara, A Little Life
💬📚 “It was impossible to explain to the healthy the logic of the sick, and he didn’t have the energy to try.” - Hanya Yanagihara, A Little Life
Is there space for robust research-practice partnerships in the time of COVID, or are people too tired for this kind of long-term collaboration?
My legs started getting medically-restless by 4 pm today. I didn’t have caffeine after 2 or so, took a warm bath with epsom salt & essential oil, took 900mg magnesium orally & 400 topically None of it seems to have helped. All tense & tingly. Chronic illness is for the birds.
August 22, 2022
M. styled my jewelry for our morning playdate. The earrings are stylized bats. He was going for “spooky and pretty,” which, as W pointed out, is what I’m usually going for, too.

💬📚 “He experienced the singular pleasure of watching people he loved fall in love with other people he loved. - Hanya Yanagihara, A Little Life
That feeling when your favorite people meet your other favorite people and everyone gets along.
💬📚 “He felt in those minutes his body’s treason… that he would be betrayed by it again and again, that he could expect nothing from it and yet had to keep maintaining it.” - Hanya Yanagihara, A Little Life
💬📚 “…he was an optimist. Every month, every week, he chose to open his eyes, to live another day in the world.” - Hanya Yanagihara, A Little Life
August 21, 2022
I ventured into the world of Duolingo fanfiction looking for Odile/Melissa stories because they’re a very cute couple, but what I found was… Not what I was looking for.
August 18, 2022
🔖 Read The Big Bang Didn’t Happen.
I know very little about cosmology, but this makes some good points about the limits of academic funding and publishing and the value of public science communication.
I cannot adequately convey how much I appreciate that Duolingo accepts “y’all” as the correct translation of the second person plural.
August 17, 2022
Postdocs are contingent/precarious, yeah?
“What do you want to be when you grow up?” Blippi asks. “A law doctor & a father,” M says. “Why do you want to be a law doctor?” I ask. “Basically, I want to be like my dad. And I want to be like you, too. That’s why I’m going to be snuggly.”
It was so overcast yesterday that the moonflowers stayed open all day.

Coburn, C. E., & Penuel, W. R. (2016). Research-practice partnerships in education: Outcomes, dynamics, and open questions. Educational Researcher, 45(1), 48.
Coburn and Penuel review evidence of the outcomes and dynamics of research-practice partnerships in a variety of fields and then articulate a research agenda for exploring these outcomes and dynamics in the field of education.
Research-practice partnerships “are long -term collaborations between practitioners and researchers that are organized to investigate problems of practice and solutions for improving schools and school districts” (p. 1). “…research on the impact of RPPs in education is sparse and focused on a narrow range of outcomes” (p. 2).
Extant research focuses on the challenges of RPPs, not on the designs or strategies participants in the partnerships use to address those challenges.
Key characteristics of research-practice partnerships: they are long-term, involving a shared, “open-ended commitment to build and sustain a working collaboration over multiple projects” (p. 3) “they focus on problems of practice: key dilemmas and challenges that practitioners face” (p. 3) they are mutualistic, with researchers and practitioners sharing authority and jointly negotiating the direction of the work “they involve original analysis of data,” in which participants collect and analyze their own data along with analyzing existing administrative data, answering key questions (in the case of education, these are usually questions posed by the school district)
Outcomes
Most research in a variety of fields focuses on the impact of interventions that are themselves outcomes of RPPs, rather than on the impact of the RPPs themselves.
Much research points to positive outcomes from RPP-developed interventions, but a lot of RPPs are not subject to any systematic inquiry and thus it isn’t apparent whether or not the success of the interventions is due to their creation as part of an RPP. “…these studies do not address the value of the partnerships themselves, above and beyond the particular innovations they produce” (p. 7)
Evidence suggests that participation in research-practice partnerships leads to greater access to research, but mixed evidence suggests that it is not clear whether greater access to research necessarily leads to greater use of research in decision-making.
Little systematic research investigates the influence of co-design on intervention uptake, or whether participating in RPPs “builds a deeper understanding of the research process or research findings, an appreciation for the value of research to inform decision-making, or capacity to engage in research-informed practices and policies or use research as part of continuous improvement efforts” (p. 8). There is also scant research about unintended outcomes of RPPs.
Dynamics
Most research on the dynamics of RPPs, “how they actually work and the mechanisms by which they foster educational improvement,” relies on first-person reflections of researchers involved in the work written after-the-fact, rather than systematic inquiry conducted simultaneously with RPPs themselves by outside investigators.
What research there is conducted by outside investigators focuses primarily on the challenges participants in RPPs face, including difficulties in communication and expectations, limitations imposed by the organizational realities of school systems, and the politicized environment present in educational organizations.
This research rarely illuminates strategies RPPs use to address these challenges, and almost never addresses both dynamics and outcomes simultaneously.
Research Agenda
Coburn and Penuel suggest the following elements of a research agenda for studying RPPs in education:
- Outcomes: consequences of RPPs for students, individual & organizational change, use of research, spread & scale of innovation, negative/unintended outcomes, whether RPPS influence the wider field, failed partnerships
- Comparative studies: how varying designs & contexts impact outcomes
- Targeted studies of specific strategies: tools, strategies, and routines for addressing challenges
- Political dimensions of partnerships: whether politics gets in the way of research use, strategies for navigating politicized environments
“With a broader evidence base in both the dynamics and outcomes of RPPs, we can develop a better sense of whether, when, and how RPPs are a viable and effective way for research to support broad and sustainable improvements to educational systems.” (p. 15)
August 16, 2022
Finished reading: Different Seasons: Four Novellas by Stephen King 📚
This dude is so prolific and so fun to read. I would like to write things that are fun to read.
August 13, 2022
🔖 Read A CRITIQUE OF DARK ACADEMIA: THE ROMANTICIZATION OF OVERWORK.
Wearing tweed and wandering old bookshops is fine. Denying yourself sleep over an essay that isn’t due for days is not.
Say it with me: school should not take priority over your mental health. School should not take priority over your physical health. School should not take priority over your relationships.
If Einstein could take a nap, so can you.
August 12, 2022
🔖 Read Wear Me This: Dark Academia could be the answer to the very problem it romanticizes.
I would venture that slipping on a tailored button-up and sitting in the library because Aesthetics Wiki told you “studying and reading” are “activities” of Dark Academia could be the impetus for a powerful academic pursuit or useful social connection.